The walk of a disciple is the constant invitation to live
boldly our love for Christ. There is also a bit of trepidation as we strive to
discover just how God invites us to share the Gospel with others. Mathew’s
Gospel even notes this as those assembled “worshipped Him but doubted” (Mt
28:16-18).
I once read that fear and doubt are the exact opposite of
faith—they cannot co-exist.
While those gathered saw the resurrected Jesus in their
midst, they still doubted. What was the source of their questioning and anxiety?
The reality of the resurrection? The promise of Jesus’ words? Their ability to
carry out the great commission? The fear of where the invitation might lead?
What will others think? All are reasonable thoughts and at their very core,
very human.
When I think of those gathered with Jesus that day, I think
there is a little bit of them in us today.
How often have we struggled to figure out how to find Jesus
in the midst of daily living? How often have we wondered just what it is that
God is inviting us to “do”? How often have we wondered how to live our faith in
the midst of turmoil? How often have we questioned whether Jesus is truly with
us—that He hasn’t abandoned us? How often have we been afraid to admit we need
God?
St. Paul’s words to the Ephesians (Eph 1:17-23) reassure us
that we have been given the Spirit of wisdom and knowledge. We also have
planted within us the seeds of great hope. The challenge is to discover and
unleash the Spirit within.
We receive the Holy Spirit in baptism. We consume the Divine
Presence in the Eucharist. Through reception of the Sacraments we are constantly
filled with the One who will never abandon us and the hope that one day we will
be united forever with the One who loves us. This is Good News!
St. Paul reminds us that “We can do all things through
Christ who strengthens us” (Phil 4:13).
The Ascension is a time of letting go of our old ways,
doubts, and fears and celebrating the new life we received at Easter. As we let
go of the practices, habits, and sins that are obstacles in our relationship
with God as we embrace new life in Christ. We reflect with gratitude on the
experiences of life that led us to this point and gratefully break the chains
of what impedes our path.
Let us reflect on how much God truly loves us as we enter
into the silence of our own “Upper Room” to pray and discern where the Holy
Spirit is inviting us as part of the invitation to go forth to make disciples
of all nations.
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